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Post by dragonyear on Mar 29, 2011 21:40:00 GMT -8
The shutting of eyes always engulfs the nature of light Left to fall inward To deal with the shit caked in my innards Sink slowly in tarnish So cold in this black liquid I slice gills under my chin to let the tar come gushing in Fluid breathing like a baby in wretched dark womb Floating in a night without stars or my lady moon Not blessed with merciful blindness Forced to see the scars of my bindings Safety net of waking has been undertaken Forsaken in a locked basement Painting myself in a corner with thick human blood dripping from the roller My step brother often finds me How do I drain the life from that time to murder this reminding Yeah I was the child too piss frightened to fight My father was not there I was not gifted with the heart of a bear Scrawny coward Where the fuck is your power? The director of this spinning stage Takes such delight in replaying the horror of this rape A length of spit thins on the face This kid will never be the same Chained to a chamber of mournful songs My infant bruised face whispers, "sleep is wrong"
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